whats happiness to you when you dont know pain?

these last few weeks have been by far the most dramatic moments of my life; not physically but more emotionally.

i have never thought that i could feel a bone crushing sense when i was told of a certain news.

that is not what i want to write here.

it made me think; that life is such an adventure, a roller coster of mix feelings and that what makes it more fullfilling.

i felt every sense of pain and that makes me more human than ever. its astounding how pain can rejuvenate one's perspective towards life.

pain makes you think; pain makes you feel; and pain makes you more ambitious than ever.

in contrast, happiness makes you dull; it makes you weak and it makes you content.

whats happiness to you when you dont know the sense of pain?

pain makes me want to leap into a blue ocean and ditch those enviromental determinism factor that had consumed me terribly.

how should i then re invent myself?