raya went pass by so quickly... here i find myself back in my 5 ft x 6 cubicle, in front of this slow and limited space pc, trying to find my way back into this programming game that had consumed so many lives...
do i want to do it all over again? consider this; after spending 2 years working my ass up and down, week in week out filled with scars from the weekly meetings over this nielsen's creation of trying to get into the heads of people, then painstakingly achieving the target set not yearly, not twice a year, but right after you have achieved the first target then comes the next one; suddenly you are in this situation where you've been given something else, quite new and a gift of questioning your own state of capability. would i do it all over again?
you bet.
there's nothing like programming. nothing. the game requires you to be on your best every time; even when times are bad, you have to summoned your inner best character to deal with it.
programming is all about managing; managing expectations, managing strategies, managing pr, managing marketing, managing people and managing yourself.
i might be doing something else than managing channel but im still within the game of programming; and more. i am both excited and fear for the future. but fear for me is an injection of 'pre-emptive' medicine.
i believe in the grand scheme of things, i have a part to play though its not what i had wanted, it might turn out to be the best outcome for all.
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