my new year resolutions.
none.
most of my friends do not have new year resolutions; a few hopeless romantic has but most of us just get bored by making resolutions that we know wont be able to achieve; its like breaking promises to your own self.
my new year started off with quite an ambitious idea as my birthday coincide with the Islamic new year. i had hoped that that would be a sign of good things to come for me in 2009. it does in my marital life as i will be expecting my first son by Feb. Good health, with my brand new home on the way and wifey all happy as a bunny can be.
i cant say so in the career part. i am tired of waiting and exhausted by the amount of work to be done with so little in return. i dont mind the work; i am a passionate guy but the fact that i have the knowledge of unfairness in terms of the compensations given to different level of people, makes me a less dedicated guy trapped in an eccentric soul yearning for the success of my ventures.
resolutions i dont have but what i will ask from God is to seek the knowledge of this world and beyond and to seek my own understanding of why scenario's happened the way they did.
all i am and what i am is this. i am not playing the waiting game nor any kind of political or mind games and whatever comes before me, i will take it and do it the way i do it.
the strength of me comes by my own capacity to think and act independently.
thats who i am and thats what i will always be.
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